I get infected with awful thoughts
When I'm not on the lookout
Disguised by my own mouth, they talk
And they say pretty awful things
Sometimes I argue
And tell them they're untrue
When they read me my fortune
It feels like i have done all that I can
I'm tired and i’ve failed at every plan
So I backup slow and throw up both my hands
I find myself alone inside my van
Waiting for the show to finally end
My whole life I’ve been chasing the same thing
But I’m not sure that it’s worth the waiting
This feeling won’t go away
I need a distraction
A thrill or a substance, a taste
Wrapped up in foreign limbs
I feel whole for a moment
It’s insane and i know it
An act for the desperate
It feels like i have done all that I can
I'm tired and i’ve failed at every plan
So I backup slow and throw up both my hands
I find myself alone, laying in bed
Staring at my phone, it’s almost dead
A contact list full of fair weather friends
But i’m not sure that they’d even understand
It feels like i have done all that I can
I'm tired and i’ve failed at every plan
So I backup slow and throw up both my hands
I find myself alone inside my head
Running through the thoughts I’ve always had
A list full of unanswered questions
So I’m not sure that it’s worth the waiting
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